In the cruel world of LOVE, we’ve learned that PROMISES aren’t CONTRACTS, KISSES aren’t ASSURANCE, SWEET WORDS aren’t GUARANTEES, BIG HUGS aren’t BONDS and that nothing’s permanent in life. One day, he’s mine,the nest day he’s gone. Last night, he was sweet. The next morning, he’s insensitive. Loving someone is not always about fairytales and fantasies. It’s about TRUTH & REALITIES!
Haaaay. My Everything!
I know, you’re not mine anymore but this is how you are to me. My First True Love. My Ideal Man. My Husband Material. THE ONE I PRAYED FOR! Yes, it’s not the right word to use (EVERYTHING), but it’s just my endearment for you anyway. There’s no such thing as you’re greater than God for me. Of course, God is still my ALL.
It’s been a year since you asked me to forget you but here I am now, still feeling my undying and unfailing love for you. Quietly adoring you though you’re ignoring me. Seriously hoping that someday you’ll come back to me and ask me to marry you (I know, OA pero siya talaga gusto ko. Tanong mo pa kay LORD. He knew from the very beginning when my heart beats for him.).
Now, I’m just stuck with these photos of yours. Taking a glimpse at it wishing that eventually we’ll be together at some future time. Dave, I know that you know how special you are to me. I won’t lose hope until you get married with someone else that’s the only time I could give you up.
“Gerlpren may nangungumusta sayo. Haha!” - Criselda
Binabasa ko pa lang may kutob na ako kung sino and guess what, TAMA AKO! Si
*tooot* lang naman ang nangungumusta. Ang kapal ng mukha noh? After all the pains she caused nagawa pa niya akong kamustahin. Sabagay, di ko naman siya masisisi kung na’guilty na siya kaya lang ang tagal naman ng realization niya a. Well, regarding sa tanong niya sa Gerlpren ko “Okay pa ako sa Alright!” but yes, I wouldn’t deny that there’s a ‘lil bit of bitterness pa inside me and no one can blame me with that anyway.
“FORGIVE AND FORGET BECAUSE FORGIVENESS IS THE KEY TO HAPPINESS” sabi pa nga, kaya I’m trying to forget all of those with all my might. I forgive her na pero forgetting is a tough one. Yeah, hindi kaila saken na it wouldn’t happen easily with just a snap of a finger, it takes time I konw. There’s one thing I just want to promise my self, that is if one day maging friends ulit kami, I will never ever bring the past back though I know it’s going to be hard to resist. Tama na ang uncountable chances na binigay ko sa kanya. I’m tired of going back into the process of moving on all over again and again whenever we broke up and maging kami ulit. I’m sick of it!
JUST SO YOU KNOW! =//
I don’t want to stay FOREVER YOUNG. Because if I do, I won’t be having my greatest dream which is to GROW OLD WITH YOU. :)
In our life, we search for the right person for us. Every time we break up with someone we get one step closer to that person. We should look at moving on as getting closer to meeting the right one. :)
“Keeping anything that reminds you of your ex out of your sight will help you think about him less. If you really want to get over him you must keep yourself away from every part of him and the memories he left you.”
- Very precise! This is true. Nabasa ko sa Ebook ng classmate ko. I share it not because I haven’t moved on yet but because I want to share it to people who haven’t move on with their exes. I’m gonna share what I’ve had read that enlightens me and lightens the burdens of my heart BEFORE.